On Beth in her last days: "The feeble fingers were never idle, and one of her pleasures was to make little things for the schoolchildren daily passing to and fro--to drop a pair of mittens from her window for a pair of purple hands, a needlebook for some small mother of many dolls, penwipers for young penmen toiling through forests of pothooks, scrapbooks for picture-loving eyes, and all manner of pleasant devices, till the reluctant climbers up the ladder of learning found their way strewn with flowers, as it were, and came to regard the gentle giver as a sort of fairy godmother, who sat above there, and showered down gifts miraculously suited to their tastes and needs"--Little Women
Friday, November 20, 2020
Life goes on
Wednesday, October 21, 2020
Short Story Meetup
Saturday, October 03, 2020
Monday, September 28, 2020
Fall cleaning
"Then it was that Jo, living in the darkened room, with that suffering little sister always before her eyes and that pathetic voice sounding in her ears, learned to see the beauty and the sweetness of Beth's nature, to feel how deep and tender a place she filled in all hearts, and to acknowledge the worth of Beth's unselfish ambition to live for others, and make home happy by the exercise of those simple virtues which all may possess, and which all should love and value more than talent, wealth, or beauty"--Little Women
Chichi (on her son Gohan): "Even if he saves the earth, he won't get into a good school!"--Dragon Ball Z
This weekend we've been setting the house in order. We dismantled Father's old bed, moved it upstairs and reassembled it. Now our dining table and old buffet are back in their old room. I've been uprooting the grass just next to the house in case mice nest there. And John finally managed to split apart this huge rock in his basement digging and we moved the pieces outdoors together.
Unfortunately, I got so caught up in the home improvement that I completely forgot that I'd scheduled Fire Over England for my watch party screening that night! (My name is mud.) I'll just have to reschedule it for November.
Saturday morning my new History Meetup group was discussing China in the early 20th century, a discussion of great interest to me. But right when it finished was the start of the Meetup where we're reading What Maisie Knew aloud, so I didn't have time for lunch!
I've been watching the Cell Games story of Dragon Ball Z online. I think my new favourite character is Goku's wife Chichi, who's taken over the diva role from Bulma in the first series. (You have to feel sorry for her--she just wanted a normal family...)
The weather got warm again, so I've been able to open my windows some more!
Monday, September 21, 2020
More home improvement
Saturday, September 12, 2020
THE SEARCHERS
A lot happening for a single paragraph in that first quote, isn't there?
A few days ago I went to Shoppers Drug Mart to refill my Cipralex prescription. There was a 20-minute wait, so I went to the park and read Little Women for a while. As I went back to the drugstore I realized I'd lost my face mask, so I had to hold my hat in front of my face when I went back in. (I felt like a felon!)
Thursday night my History Meetup discussed the First Nations. In connection with that theme, our watch party showed John Ford's The Searchers last night. I'd seen it several times before, but it's as powerful as ever!
Tuesday I went to the optometrist and chose the frames for my new glasses. (They'll be ready in a week or two.)
Moira and I went shopping for food together the other day. I want us to do more stuff together now that we're alone.
My credit card expires at the end of this month. They sent me a replacement, I think, but I can't find it so I called their hotline and they're sending me a new one soon. In the meanwhile I'll have to rely on my debit card.
Tuesday, September 08, 2020
The last anchor
"Our ancestors planted trees;
We sit in the shade"
--Chinese proverb
My father passed away Sunday morning at age 90. His death was fairy peaceful, and not connected to COVID-19.When your parents die, you feel a bit like a boat that used to have two anchors: you lost the first one, and now you've lost the last, and all you can do is sail forth and steer as best you can. Your parents are your strongest connection to that vast era before you were born, and without them it seems even more remote.
Yesterday my friends Maria and Sergey came to visit and we had lunch at the Aviv restaurant. It's good to have friends at times like this! And John and Kathrine brought over falafel wraps.
Our house feels big with only Moira and I living there. (It reminds me of the time when we first came there as house-buyers 27 years ago and I thought, "This place is huge--we'll never be able to afford it!") John was building a new room for Father, complete with a shower, and he was almost finished! Maybe we'll take in a lodger or two in the future. I went food shopping with Moira today, because it seems more important to do these things together now.
Remember that song "Ol' Rockin' Chair's Got Me"? Last week I joked about Father, "Ol' rockin' chair's got him!" but now I feel bad about it a little.
Saturday, September 05, 2020
Under the weather
Last week my watch party showed Alexander Korda's The Private Life of Henry VIII. Tonight we showed Stanley Kubrick's 18th-century epic Barry Lyndon. It's the third time I've seen it, and it benefits from repeated viewing, though the second half gets lugubrious. It's a great visual achievement. (Production design by Ken Adam, who did all those James Bond sets...)
Tuesday I got my eyes tested. I had to register my prescription so ODSP will pay for it, but I'll come to choose the frames next week.
There was a blackout this morning, so I couldn't use this computer. An event like that reminds me how much I've come to depend on the Internet, especially with the social isolation just now.
I finished the Skypiea story that makes up the fourth year of One Piece. I've returned to the fourth year of Dragon Ball Z, which is getting weird. Bulma and the sociopathic Saiyan Vegeta had a baby called Trunks, but now the grown-up Trunks has arrived from the future to help them fight these androids, and a future monster called Cell has also arrived.... I prefer the first Dragon Ball series overall, which was somewhat less focused on the fighting.
I finished my ebook of The Inconvenient Indian. Now it's time to read Little Women.
Wednesday, August 26, 2020
THE INCONVENIENT INDIAN
"Feeling less hot, Dixon heard the band break into a tune he knew and liked; he had the notion that the tune was going to help out this scene and fix it permanently in his memory; he felt romantically excited. But he'd got no business to feel that, had he? What was he doing here, after all? Where was it all going to lead? Whatever it was leading towards, it was certainly leading away from the course his life had been pursuing for the last eight months, and this thought justified his excitement and filled him with reassurance and hope. All positive change was good; standing still, growing to the spot, was always bad. He remembered somebody once showing him a poem which ended something like 'Accepting dearth, the shadow of death.' That was right; not 'experiencing dearth,' which happened to everybody. The one indispensable answer to an environment bristling with people and things one thought were bad was to go on finding out new ways in which one could think they were bad. The reason why Prometheus couldn't get away from his vulture that he was keen on it, and not the other way round"--Lucky Jim
"A Blackfoot friend once told me that 'enfranchised' was French for 'screwed.' It's only funny if you're Indian. Even then, it's not that funny"--The Inconvenient Indian
I finished Lucky Jim a few days ago and started reading Thomas King's The Inconvenient Indian for next month's History Meetup. It's pretty perceptive.
On Youtube I found a season of the BBC Great Railway Journeys devoted to Canada. The first episodes went between Halifax and Quebec City and there were some places I knew from my youth in the Maritimes.
For a change, my online music theory group met today, on Tuesday afternoon instead of Friday. And my online karaoke group met on Sunday afternoon!
Saturday, August 15, 2020
Quiet Passion
"The mother had wished to prevent the father from, as she said, 'so much as looking' at the child; the father's plea was that the mother's lightest touch was 'simply contamination.' These were the opposed principles in which Maisie was to be educated—she was to fit them together as she might. Nothing could have been more touching at first than her failure to suspect the ordeal that awaited her little unspotted soul. There were persons horrified to think what those in charge of it would combine to try to make of it: no one could conceive in advance that they would be able to make nothing ill"--What Maisie Knew
On Monday (I think) we had to carry out dozens of buckets of water that had accumulated in our new cellar so John could work on the plumbing for our new shower there.
I finished the book about Afghanistan history so now I can focus on finishing Lucky Jim.
Thursday my History Meetup discussed Afghanistan. The following night the watch party showed John Huston's movie of Rudyard Kipling's Afghanistan-related story The Man Who Would Be King (which I'd read earlier in the week). I'd seen the movie before but forgotten how good it was! Sean Connery and Michael Caine have perfect chemistry.
Tonight I attended the Quiet Passion Literature Meetup through zoom.com . We read out loud the first pages of Henry James' What Maisie Knew. It was fun. (We may do D.H. Lawrence or Edith Wharton next week.)
Wednesday, August 05, 2020
Headache!
Tuesday, July 28, 2020
Anime
Sunday, July 19, 2020
Earache
Thursday, July 09, 2020
Dog days
Wednesday, July 01, 2020
A concrete plan
Wednesday, June 24, 2020
Dirt and more dirt
Thursday, June 18, 2020
AMSTERDAM: A HISTORY OF THE WORLD'S MOST LIBERAL CITY
Friday, June 12, 2020
THE BLUE COLLAR TRAP
Tuesday, June 02, 2020
The Cold War
John's been renovating the sun room. (When he's finished, Father will have a downstairs shower!) Just now he's digging in the foundation to make it less mouse-friendly, with Moira and I toting the dirt and rocks to the back yard. There's now the sort of big, low space there where people would hide from the Nazis in a war movie.
I was thinking about the Cold War. Remember the ending of The Maltese Falcon? Sam Spade hands Brigid over to the cops and they take her down the elevator (whose cage closes on her like prison bars), while Sam takes the stairs down. Someone said the subtext is that they both go to hell, but Brigid goes there directly while Sam takes the longer route.
And Reagan didn't even end the Cold War, let alone winning it. On the contrary, he turned it into something permanent that only needed a new enemy in the form of the Moslems. His foreign policy decision with the greatest long-term importance was arguably reflagging the Kuwaiti oil tankers just to get in Iran's face and show that Washington was still regionally powerful in the wake of Iran-Contra. This was the first step on a road that led to the 1991 war with Iraq (which I for one consider to have been a contemptible exercise in "power without responsibility"), 9/11, and the ill-starred occupations of Afghanistan and Iraq. But I think I said that before...
Finally got my Cipralex and Robutrin prescriptions refilled. I had to message my shrink and it was a bit complicated, so I went without for several days and my dreams got vivid again.
I just bought the Ebook of the first reprint of the manga version of Dragon Ball. (Just finished watching the first anime series--am I ready to take on Dragon Ball Z?)












