Sunday, July 17, 2022

Salsa on St. Clair

"I was on a par with the Creator of the Universe there in the dark in the cocktail lounge.  I shrunk the Universe to a ball exactly one light-year in diameter.  I had it explode.  I had it disperse itself again....  Ask me a question, any question.  How old is the Universe?  It is one half-second old, but that half-second has lasted one quintillion years so far.  Who created it?  Nobody created it.  It has always been here"--Breakfast of Champions


The weekend before last they had the Salsa on St. Clair Festival around the corner from my house, for the first time in three years. (The last couple of years they had a "virtual" version...) Once again, it was pretty noisy.


I dealt with the noise by going out to see Baz Luhrmann's movie Elvis at the Varsity.  It was pretty good, but a bit too long.


Yesterday Moira and I had lunch with Puitak and Gordon at the Mandarin Chinese buffet restaurant near Eglinton station.  I couldn't resist eating a full dinner, and I spent the rest of the day resting and digesting.  My fortune cookie told me to keep my eye open for unexpected opportunities.


My intermittent cold came back today, and I've been sneezing a lot.


Lately Democrats on Twitter have been repeating the line that voting isn't a valentine to your favourite candidate but a chess move to realize the world you want.  Very well, back in the 2016 primary the smart chess move would have been to vote for the candidate with the best chance of beating Donald Trump, and that was clearly Bernie Sanders. (It isn't just hindsight.) But too many Democrats made their primary vote a valentine to Hillary Clinton!  Practice what you preach, "pragmatists"...

Sunday, June 26, 2022

The memoir group

"The sun--the bright sun, that brings back, not light alone, but new life, and hope, and freshness to man--burst upon the crowded city [London] in clear and radiant glory.  Through costly-coloured glass and paper-mended window, through cathedral dome and rotten crevice, it shed its equal ray.  It lighted up the room where the murdered woman lay.  It did.  He tried to shut it out, but it would stream in.  If the sight had been a ghastly one in the dull morning, what was it, now, in all that brilliant light!

--Oliver Twist


Thursday of the week before last the Classic Book Club met at Noonan's (formerly Dora Keogh) to discuss Oliver Twist.  Or we would have, except that I was the only one who showed up!  Howard also came, but he thought it was the History Meetup...  I'll give the group one more try with Kurt Vonnegut's Breakfast of Champions, but it looks like it's dying.


Last Monday my memoir group met in person for the first time since before the pandemic struck.  We gathered at Sylvie's house on pretty Alcina Avenue and wrote about cartoons and speculation.  We're going to meet online through Zoom, starting tomorrow.


I can now show DVDs in my Friday watch party! (It took Donald to figure it out, of course.) The last two weeks I've rented and shown David Lean's Oliver Twist and Danny Kaye's Hans Christian Andersen. (This week it's The Wild Bunch, but I can stream that one through Google Play.)


I was going to attend a Karaoke Meetup yesterday, but I couldn't find the place! (Google Maps turned out to be unreliable.) Oh well, at least I got out of the house...

Wednesday, June 08, 2022

The Ontario election

Nancy: "When such [women] as I, who have no certain roof but the coffin-lid, and no friend in sickness or death but the hospital nurse, set our rotten hearts on any man, and let him fill the place that has been a blank through all our wretched lives, who can hope to cure us?  Pity us, lady--pity us for having only one feeling of the woman left, and for having that turned, by a heavy judgement, from a comfort and a pride, into a new means of violence and suffering"--Oliver Twist


Last week was Ontario's provincial election, and this was the seat result, under the "first past the post" system:


Progressive Conservative:  83

NDP:  31

Liberal:  8

Green: 1


Once again, I've imagined how it would have turned out under the mixed proportional representation system I favour.  That's the one where A seats (about 70%) would be directly elected in the same way as before; B seats (about 25%) would be allotted to parties so that the total of A and B seats would be as close to the popular vote as possible; and C seats (about 5%) would be given to the top party in popular vote, to improve the chances of a stable majority.  But if one party got a landslide, so that its A seats alone were greater than its proportional number of A and B seats, the C seats would go to the other parties to bring them closer to their vote proportion.  Which happens to be the case here.


Party    A seats/    B/     C/    Total

PC       83                                83

NDP    31              13      2      46

Lib        8               17      2      27

Green    1                1       2       4


Under this system, the Progressive Conservatives would still have a narrow majority.  Under the present system they won 2/3 of the seats with just 2/5 of the vote.  Under my system, the opposition parties would each receive half a dozen fewer seats than if the vote were purely proportional, though the C seats would provide a slight compensation.  The Liberals were only slightly below the NDP in popular vote, but the PC advantage in seats particularly works against them.

Tuesday, May 17, 2022

Who's the cult?

"That when the Dodger, and his accomplished friend Master Bates, joined in the hue-and-cry which was raised at Oliver's heels, in consequence of their executing an illegal conveyance of Mr. Brownlow's personal property, as has already been described, they were actuated by a very laudable and becoming regard for themselves; and forasmuch as the freedom of the subject and the liberty of the individual are among the first and proudest boasts of a true-hearted Englishman, so, I need hardly beg the reader to observe, that this action should tend to exalt them in the opinion of all public and patriotic men, in almost as great a degree as this strong proof of their anxiety for their own preservation and safety goes to corroborate and confirm the little code of laws which certain profound and sound-judging philosophers have laid down as the mainsprings of all Nature's deeds and actions:  the said philosophers very wisely reducing the good lady's proceedings to matters of maxim and theory:  and, by a very neat and pretty compliment to her exalted wisdom and understanding, putting entirely out of sight any considerations of heart, or generous impulse and feeling.  For, these are matters totally beneath a female who is acknowledged by universal admission to be far above the numerous little foibles and weaknesses of her sex"--Oliver Twist


I've started reading Oliver Twist for my book club.  I'm also going to read The Silk Road:  A Very Short Introduction for the History Meetup.


The other week they leaked a ruling suggesting that the United States Supreme Court is about to overturn the 1973 landmark Roe v. Wade ruling legalizing abortion, as a result of Donald Trump appointing three right-wing justices.  Then there came a flurry of social media posts blaming the state of things on Bernie Sanders for getting in the way of Hillary Clinton defeating Trump!


Firstly, this is blatantly unfair.  Sanders could have double-crossed the Democratic Party and defected to the Green ticket, and he might then have won the three-way race! (At the very least, he likely would have reduced Clinton to the dreaded "spoiler" role.) But he played it safe, campaigned for Clinton and delivered 80% of his supporters on Election Day.  For crying out loud, he even warned Hillary that she needed to pay more attention to states like Wisconsin....


If you consider normal figures for supporters of an unsuccessful primary candidate not voting for the eventual nominee, in Sanders' case it's actually a lower number than usual. (Expecting such supporters to vote for the nominee unanimously is like herding cats!) And it's worth emphasizing that Sanders supporters actually voted for Clinton somewhat more solidly than Clinton supporters had voted for Obama in 2008.


Secondly, two can play the blame game.  During the primary, polls already showed Clinton leading Trump by a couple of points, the same dicey margin she'd have in November.  But these polls also showed Sanders leading Trump by close to ten points.  Was the Supreme Court's future less important then?  Should it have been of greater concern to Democrats who voted to nominate Clinton because Sanders was a white male? (Clintonites today are still using that "Bernie Bros" cliche, a soundbite worthy of Hillary's role model Richard Nixon.) To those who chose Hillary because "Bernie's not a Democrat"? When the Senate voted to invade Iraq, of course, Bernie was a truer Democrat than Hillary or Clueless Joe--but the Iraq disaster's only relevant when demanding that everyone vote Democrat in November...


Not to mention the black voters on Super Tuesday who overwhelmingly voted for Hillary out of personal loyalty to the Clintons, giving her a crucial edge. (Some of them didn't even know who was running against her!) Should they have cared more about the Supreme Court then?  But if you question the black community's wisdom you'll be accused of racism--and yet, stupid is as stupid does.


Clintonites fault Sanders for staying in the race all the way to the convention, though their heroine had done the same thing in 2008.  What it comes down to is that they blame Bernie for undermining Hillary's support by running against her at all! "Everyone would have been happy with Hillary if only Bernie hadn't said all those Mean Things!" If she couldn't afford the challenge of having Bernie running against her, it follows that she was a poor choice for the nomination.  Some Democrats at the time actually warned against nominating Hillary, only to be accused of sexism!  And even today her admirers are turning a blind eye to all the weaknesses that the general election made clear...

Wednesday, April 27, 2022

Watch party difficulties

The Friday before last, I was going to show The Informer at our History Meetup. (That's the John Ford movie about the Irish Troubles with Victor McLaglen ratting out his friend for the reward money.) But when I shared it from Google Play, for some reason the sound wouldn't come on!  In the end Sam from Texas suggested I show The Atomic Cafe instead, and I found it on YouTube. (That's the 1982 documentary about fallout shelter craziness in 1950s America, including the classroom film with Bert the Turtle and the ear-worm song "Duck and cover"!) Sam saved my skin...


For next week, I decided to circumvent Google Play problems by buying a DVD player to show movies that way. (I'd been planning to do that for a while anyway, because there are so many films I'd like to show that you can't get on Google Play!) On Monday I went to Best Buy and bought one, but it turned out to be for Windows instead of my Mac. Dumb, stupid, stupid, stupid!  Then I bought another machine but it wasn't the right one either...


Finally, last Friday I did another last-minute change.  I was going to show the D-Day movie The Longest Day but instead showed John Huston's Civil War movie The Red Badge of Courage from YouTube.  It may have been a great movie before a nervous studio gutted it, but it's still pretty good, with Audie Murphy's best performance.


The next day the whole family was here for Indian food!  Donald figured out that I could solve the Google Play problem by using the Firefox browser instead of my usual Brave.


I've started reading Pierre Berton's Klondike:  The Last Great Gold Rush 1896-1899 for my History Meetup next month.  It's pretty entertaining.


I finished watching Upstairs, Downstairs and Sharpe on Britbox and cancelled our subscription.  It'll soon be time to subscribe to something new:  I've found a site that streams the original Danish version of The Killing!


I haven't given up on getting that DVD player...

Tuesday, March 29, 2022

Doughnuts

Russian Interior Minister VK Plehve, 1903: "What this country needs is a short victorious war to stem the tide of revolution."


Hard to believe how warm it was the week before last! (I opened the windows in my room for the first time since the fall, but re-closing them turned out to be very tough.) Now the cold weather's back...


Last week we made doughnuts with my air fryer.  It takes a while because you have to let the dough rise for an hour, cut it into torus shapes then leave them for another hour before baking them.  The first time we tried making six without the holes, and they weren't completely cooked in the middle.  So we tried it a second time, making eight with holes. (We use a cup to cut the outer circles, a pill capsule for the inner ones.)  But piecing them together was a challenge.  I made chocolate and vanilla glazes, but too much of both, so we bought croissants to add them too.


I think I'll take a new approach the third time.  First roll the dough until you have enough area for three big circles, then cut them out and also cut out and replace the holes.  Then roll it again until you can make the three big circles again, along with the holes.  Then piece the rest together to make two.  And I think baking them at 350 degrees will work better than 375...


For the next Book Club event, I'm reading Longfellow's poems, starting with The Song of Hiawatha. (Then I'll reread Evangeline and The Courtship of Miles Standish and his shorter poems...)


The topic for next month's History Meetup is the Russo-Japanese War, so I'm also reading David Walder's The Short Victorious War:  The Russo-Japanese Conflict 1904-5.  The Russians expected an easy time against the Japanese "monkeys," but got routed instead.  I wonder if the same thing will happen to them in Ukraine just now?  In the meantime, I think we should subject Russia to complete economic isolation before turning to military escalation.  Even if sanctions aren't enough, we need to make sure of that before risking World War III.


At ourtime.com I was speaking to a lady who was close to coming to see me, but she changed her mind because I wasn't tall enough!  Oh well, it's better to be disappointed early...


In the blog where I reprint my diary entries from 15 years ago, I've got to the point where I took a break of almost six months.  So I guess I'll be taking a break on that blog too.

Wednesday, March 09, 2022

THE FRENCH LIEUTENANT'S WOMAN quotes

“Just as you may despise Charles for his overburden of [fossil-hunting] apparatus, you perhaps despise him for his lack of specialization.  But you must remember that natural history had not then the pejorative sense it has today of a flight from reality—and only too often into sentiment….  It is not that amateurs can afford to dabble everywhere; they ought to dabble everywhere, and damn the scientific prigs who try to shut them up in some narrow oubliette.”


“Yet this distance, all those abysses unbridged and then unbridgeable by radio, television, cheap travel and the rest, was not wholly bad.  People knew less of each other, perhaps, but they felt more free of each other, and so were more individual.  The entire world was not for them only a push or a switch away.  Strangers were strange, and sometimes with an exciting, beautiful strangeness.  It may be better for humanity that we should communicate more and more.  But I am a heretic, I think our ancestors’ isolation was like the greater space they enjoyed:  it can only be envied.  The world is only too literally too much with us now.”


“Dr. Grogan was, in fact, as confirmed an old bachelor as Aunt Tranter a spinster. Being Irish, he had to the full that strangely eunuchistic Hibernian ability to flit and flirt and flatter womankind without ever allowing his heart to become entangled.  A dry little kestrel of a man, sharp, almost fierce on occasion, yet easy to unbend when the company was to his taste, he added a pleasant astringency to Lyme society for when he was with you you felt he was always hovering a little, waiting to pounce on any foolishness—and yet, if he liked you, it was always with a tonic wit and the humanity of a man who had lived and learned, after his fashion, to let live.”


“The swift gay crunch of the iron-bound wheels, the slight screech of an insufficiently greased axle, the old affection revived by Mrs. Hawkins, his now certainty of being soon in real possession of this landscape, all this evoked in Charles that ineffable feeling of fortunate destiny and right order which his stay in Lyme had vaguely troubled. This piece of England belonged to him, and he belonged to it; its responsibilities were his, and its prestige, and its centuries-old organization.”


“It is, of course, its essentially schizophrenic outlook on society that makes the middle class such a peculiar mixture of yeast and dough.  We tend nowadays to forget that it has always been the great revolutionary class; we see much more the doughy aspect, the bourgeoisie as the heartland of reaction, the universal insult, forever selfish and conforming.  Now this Janus-like quality derives from the class’s one saving virtue, which is this:  that alone of the three great castes of society it sincerely and habitually despises itself.”


“This tension, then—between lust and renunciation, undying recollection and undying repression, lyrical surrender and tragic duty, between the sordid facts and their noble use—energizes and explains one of the age’s greatest writers [Thomas Hardy]; and beyond him, structures the whole age itself.”


“Milk punch and champagne may not seem a very profound philosophical conclusion to such soul-searching; but they had been perennially prescribed at Cambridge as a solution to all known problems, and though Charles had learned a good deal more about the problems since leaving the university he had not bettered the solution. Fortunately his club, like so many English gentlemen’s clubs, was founded on the very simple and profitable presumption that a man’s student days are his best.  It had all the amenities of a rich college without any of its superfluous irritations (such as dons, deans and examinations). It pandered, in short, to the adolescent in man.  It also provided excellent milk punch.”


“I am infinitely strange to myself.”

“I have felt that too.  It is because we have sinned.  And we cannot believe we have sinned.”


“This—the fact that every Victorian had two minds—is the one piece of equipment we must always take with us on our travels back to the nineteenth century.  It is a schizophrenia seen at its clearest, its most notorious, in the poets I have quoted from so often—in Tennyson, Clough, Arnold, Hardy; but scarcely less clearly in the extraordinary political veerings from Right to Left and back again of men like the younger Mill and Gladstone; in the ubiquitous neuroses and psychosomatic illnesses of intellectuals otherwise as different as Charles Kingsley and Darwin; in the execration at first poured on the Pre-Raphaelites, who tried—or seemed to be trying—to be one-minded about both art and life; in the endless tug-of-war between Liberty and Restraint, Excess and Moderation, Propriety and Conviction, between the principled man’s cry for Universal Education and his terror of Universal Suffrage; transparent also in the mania for editing and revising, so that if we want to know the real Mill or the real Hardy we can learn far more from the deletions and alterations of their autobiographies than from the published versions…  more from correspondence that somehow escaped burning, from private diaries, from the petty detritus of the concealment operation.  Never was the record so completely confused, never a public facade so successfully passed off as the truth on a gullible posterity; and this, I think, makes the best guidebook to the age very possibly Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde.  Behind its latterday Gothick lies a very profound and epoch-revealing truth.”


“All through human history the elect have made their cases for election.  But Time allows only one plea….  It is this.  That the elect, whatever the particular grounds they advance for their cause, have introduced a finer and fairer morality into this dark world.  If they fail that test, then they become no more than despots, sultans, mere seekers after their own pleasure and power.  In short, mere victims of their own baser desires.”


“My dear Charles, if you play the Muslim in a world of Puritans, you can expect no other treatment.  I am as fond as the next man of a pretty ankle.  I don’t blame you.  But don’t tell me that the price is not fairly marked.”


“And the other pleasure lay in the Americans themselves.  At first, perhaps, he noticed a certain lack of the finer shades of irony; and he had to surmount one or two embarrassing contretemps when humorously intended remarks were taken at face value.  But there were such compensations… a frankness, a directness of approach, a charming curiosity that accompanied the open hospitality:  a naivety, perhaps, yet with a face that seemed delightfully fresh-complexioned after the farded culture of Europe.”

Tuesday, March 01, 2022

Ukraine

"Fiction usually pretends to conform to the reality:  the writer puts the conflicting wants in the ring and then describes the fight--but in fact fixes the fight, letting that want he himself favors win.  And we judge writers of fiction both by the skill they show in fixing the fights (in other words, in persuading us that they were not fixed) and by the kind of fighter they fix in favor of:  the good one, the tragic one, the evil one, the funny one, and so on"--The French Lieutenant's Woman


What would I do about the Ukraine war?  Personally, I'd like to subject Russia to a total economic embargo, and I'm sure many others favour this. (Before making war ourselves, we should make sure that the alternatives have been exhausted.) But don't count on it, considering that so many of the Big People would face lower profits.  


I fear that Vladimir Putin understands Western capitalism all too well.  He must have been watching 42 years ago when Moscow invaded Afghanistan and President Carter responded by stopping grain sales to Moscow. But Reagan, that wicked opportunist, opposed the embargo because it would hurt American farmers, and quickly ended it after replacing Carter. (The truth is that they weren't hurt that badly:  US grain exports actually increased that year, and decreased the following year after the trade was restored.)


It's doing nobody any favour to deny that NATO bears indirect responsibility for this mess.  It goes back three decades to when Clinton reneged on Bush Sr.'s promise and started expanding NATO eastward.  What I think Washington should have done was to encourage the former Warsaw Pact satellites to form their own defence group, then gradually increase NATO's ties to it.  Similar end, more politic means.  


But of course, once again that old mindset is prevailing: "If you aren't with us, you're with the Bad Guys!" That weaselly tyrant Keir Starmer forced a dozen Labour MPs to repudiate their signature of a Stop the War statement on the simplistic grounds that it put equal blame on NATO.  And it's "letting the side down" to point out that Washington has been enabling similar aggression in places like Yemen and the West Bank... 


We saw this after 9/11, of course. Progressives who pointed out that Washington's inept Middle East policies were a significant factor in the disaster were accused of "blaming the victim" and "rationalizing" Al-Qaeda terrorism.  Well, the American government may not have been guilty of imperialistic hegemony in the Middle East before 9/11 (or may have, for the sake of argument); but they clearly became guilty of it afterward!


I've been watching more of that realistic, exciting Sharpe series about the Peninsular War on Britbox on Sunday afternoons. (I could watch it any time of the week, of course, but I just got into the habit of watching it then.) I noticed that it was filmed in the Ukraine...


Gotta admire those Russians brave enough to speak out against Putin's war! (I recall that few Russians were pleased when Moscow invaded Czechoslovakia in 1968.)

Friday, February 18, 2022

February blahs

"In spite of Hegel, the Victorians were not a dialectically minded age; they did not think naturally in opposites, of positives and negatives as aspects of the same whole.  Paradoxes troubled rather than pleased them.  They were not the people for existentialist moments, but for chains of cause and effect; for positive all-explaining theories, carefully studied and studiously applied.  They were busy erecting, of course; and we have been busy demolishing for so long that now erection seems as ephemeral an activity as bubble-blowing"--The French Lieutenant's Woman


It's February, and not much has been happening.  But Wednesday was warm enough to go out on a walk!


My sister gave me a hot air fryer for my birthday, so I've been looking up recipes that use it. (We've already made French fries with it.) You can make doughnuts with a lot less fat...


Last week John P. and I saw Steven Spielberg's West Side Story remake.  It was good, not great:  the original just had a bit more pizzazz. (It still had a truly great score.) Afterward we ate Middle Eastern food at a place with great rice!


I'm halfway through The French Lieutenant's Woman.  It's quite complex in a "postmodern" way, seeing the Victorian era through a decidedly 20th-century prism.


I've started reading Thomas Cahill's How the Irish Saved Civilization for my History Meetup.  It's about the Dark Ages period when classical learning survived by being transcribed in Irish monasteries. (The first chapter discusses the Roman Empire's fall and points to how the tax-collecting curiales class got squeezed between higher government demands and stiffer taxpayer resistance.)

Thursday, February 03, 2022

Here comes 60!

"I wish you hadn't told me the sordid facts.  That's the trouble with provincial life.  Everyone knows everyone and there is no mystery.  No romance"--The French Lieutenant's Woman


Not much to write about just now.  With the cinemas reopening, I can go to the movies again and have more to discuss...


Saturday is my 60th birthday.  I don't feel like much of a do:  I bought a small cake, and we can eat McDonald's. (You know you're getting old when...)


In the big snowstorm last week, our snow shovel got swiped off the front porch, so I trudged several blocks to the hardware store to buy a new one, and that one got stolen too!  We got a third one, and now we keep inside.  Funny that today's snowstorm didn't materialize...


I finished reading The War of the Three Gods, and now I've started John Fowles' The French Lieutenant's Woman for my book club.  It reads almost like non-fiction!


I still haven't tried that Wordle game, but I think I'd be good at it...

Wednesday, January 19, 2022

TO KILL A MOCKINGBIRD quotes

“There are just some kind of men who—who’re so busy worrying about the next world they’ve never learned to live in this one, and you can look down the street and see the results.”


Maudie Atkinson: “Stephanie Crawford even told me once she woke up in the middle of the night and found him [Boo Radley] looking in the window at her.  I said what did you do, Stephanie, move over in the bed and make room for him?  That shut her up a while.”


“‘Do you defend niggers, Atticus?’ I asked him that evening.

“‘Of course I do.  Don’t say nigger, Scout.  That’s common.’

“‘’s what everybody at school says.’

“‘From now on it’ll be everybody less  one—’

“‘Well if you don’t want me to grow up talkin’ that way, why do you send me to school?’”


“Simply because we were licked a hundred years before we started is no reason for us not to try to win.”


“Our father didn’t do anything.  He worked in an office, not in a drugstore.  Atticus did not drive a dump-truck for the county, he was not the sheriff, he did not farm, work in a garage, or do anything that could possibly arouse the admiration of anyone.”


“To all parties present and participating in the life of the county, Aunt Alexandra was one of the last of her kind:  she had river-boat, boarding-school manners; let any moral come along and she would uphold it; she was born in the objective case; she was an incurable gossip.  When Aunt Alexandra went to school, self-doubt could not be found in any textbook, so she knew not its meaning.  She was never bored, and given the slightest chance she would exercise her royal prerogative:  she would arrange, advise, caution, and warn.”


“Refreshed by food, Dill recited this narrative:  having been bound in chains and left to die in the basement (there were basements in Meridian) by his new father, who disliked him, and secretly kept alive on raw field peas by a passing farmer who heard his cries for help (the good man poked a bushel pod by pod through the ventilator), Dill worked himself free by pulling the chains from the wall.  Still in wrist manacles, he wandered two miles out of Meridian where he discovered a small animal show and was immediately engaged to wash the camel.  He traveled with the show all over Mississippi until his infallible sense of direction told him he was in Abbott County, Alabama, just across the river from Maycomb.  He walked the rest of the way.

“‘How’d you get here?’ asked Jem.”


“‘You’ve got everything to lose from this, Atticus.  I mean everything.’

“‘Do you really think so?’

“This was Atticus’s dangerous question. ‘Do you really think you want to move there, Scout?’ Bam, bam, bam, and the checkerboard was swept clean of my men. ‘Do you really think that, son? Then read this.’ Jem would struggle the rest of an evening through the speeches of Henry W. Grady.”


“‘Lemme tell you somethin’ now, Billy,’ a third said, ‘you know the court appointed him to defend this nigger.’

“‘Yeah, but Atticus aims to defend him.  That’s what I don’t like about it.’"


“‘Dill, you’ve got to stop goin’ off without tellin’ her [Dill’s aunt],’ said Jem. ‘It just aggravates her.’

“Dill sighed patiently. ‘I told her till I was blue in the face where I was goin’—she’s just seein’ too many snakes in the closet.  But that woman drinks a pint for breakfast every morning—know she drinks two glasses full.  Seen her.’

“‘Don’t talk like that, Dill,’ said Aunt Alexandra. ‘It’s not becoming to a child.  It’s—cynical.’

“‘I ain’t cynical, Miss Alexandra.  Tellin’ the truth’s not cynical, is it?’

“‘The way you tell it, it is.’"


“Mr. Ewell was a veteran of an obscure war; that plus Atticus’s peaceful reaction probably prompted him to inquire, ‘Too proud to fight, you nigger-lovin’ bastard?’ Miss Stephanie said Atticus said, ‘No, too old,’ put his hands in his pockets and strolled on.  Miss Stephanie said you had to hand it to Atticus Finch, he could be right dry sometimes.”


Atticus: “The older you grow the more of it you’ll see.  The one place where a man ought to get a square deal is in a courtroom, be he any color of the rainbow, but people have a way of carrying their resentments right into a jury box.  As you grow older you’ll see white men cheat black men every day of your life, but let me tell you something and don’t you forget it—whenever a white man does that to a black man, no matter who he is, how rich he is, or how fine a family he comes from, that white man is trash.”


Jem: “There’s four kinds of folks in the world.  There’s the ordinary kind like us and the neighbours, there’s the kind like the Cunninghams out in the woods, the kind like the Ewells down at the dump, and the Negroes….  The thing about it is, our kind of folks don’t like the Cunninghams, the Cunninghams don’t like the Ewells, and the Ewells hate and despise the colored folks….  You know, I’ve seen Atticus pat his foot when there’s fiddlin’ on the radio, and he loves pot liquor better’n any man I ever saw… but we’re still different somehow.  Atticus said one reason Aunty’s so hipped on the family is because all we’ve got’s background and not a dime to our names….  I think it’s how long your family’s been readin’ and writin’….  Imagine Aunty being proud her great-grandaddy could read an’ write—ladies pick funny things to be proud of.”


“I was reminded of the ancient little organ in the chapel at Finch’s Landing.  When I was very small, and if I had been very good during the day, Atticus would let me pump its bellows while he picked out a tune with one finger.  The last note would linger as long as there was air to sustain it.  Mrs. Merriweather had run out of air, I judged, and was replenishing her supply while Mrs. Farrow composed herself to speak.”


“I heard her say it’s time somebody taught ‘em a lesson, they were gettin’ way above themselves, an’ the next thing they think they can do is marry us.  Jem, how can you hate Hitler so bad an’ then turn around and be ugly about folks right at home…”


“I learned more about the poor Mrunas’ social life from listening to Mrs. Merriweather:  they had so little sense of family that the whole tribe was one big family.  A child had as many fathers as there were men in the community, as many mothers as there were women.  J. Grimes Everett [a missionary] was doing his utmost to change this state of affairs, and desperately needed our prayers.”


“Atticus, he was real nice…”

“Most people are, Scout, when you finally see them.”

Monday, January 10, 2022

New year

Atticus Finch: "I wanted you to see something about her--I wanted you to see what real courage is, instead of getting the idea that courage is a man with a gun in his hand.  It's when you know you're licked before you begin but you begin anyway and you see it through no matter what.  You rarely win, but sometimes you do"--To Kill a Mockingbird  


It's been two weeks, and my booster shot has taken full effect, so now I can go places again. (I've hardly gone anywhere since before Christmas.) But a lot of places are closed for a while--I had a feeling Covid might go on this long...


I've almost finished To Kill a Mockingbird.  As enjoyable as it is, I'd have to say it's a near-great novel.  Great courtroom stories like Anatomy of a Murder and Presumed Innocent have a greater sense of uncertainty.  But Atticus Finch is a great character--he reminds me of my late father--and Harper Lee is good at conveying the perspective of a child's memories.


For next month's History Meetup I've started reading Peter Crawford's The War of the Three Gods:  Romans, Persians, and the Rise of Islam.  It should be fun!


Moira accidentally bought some caffeine-free Diet Pepsi, which I don't usually drink.  But I got the idea to alternate between regular and caffeine-free to reduce my caffeine addiction! (I always worry that if I go without I'll get headaches...) She also got some grapefruit and I've started eating that again--the trick is to remove the skin of each section and only eat the pulp!


What New Year's resolutions do I have?  Well, I've talked to several ladies on the dating website ourtime.com but I've rarely invited them out for walk.  I'll try to take it to the next stage, especially after the pandemic eases.

Friday, December 24, 2021

Season's Greetings

"The town decided something had to be done; Mr. Conner [the lawman] said he knew who each and every one of them was, and he was bound and determined they wouldn't get away with it, so the boys came before the probate judge on charges of disorderly conduct, disturbing the peace, assault and battery, and using abusive and profane language in the presence and hearing of a female.  The judge asked Mr. Conner why he included the last charge; Mr. Conner said they cussed so loud he was sure every lady in Maycomb heard them"--To Kill a Mockingbird


I finally got booked for my Covid booster shot.  I'll be going to a Shoppers Drug Mart in the East End on Christmas Day tomorrow to get it!  I've been staying in just now because of the omicron scare, but Moira can go out because she's over 60 and got her booster shot weeks ago.


I've lapsed in reading Lapham's Quarterly in recent years, but we're still subscribed to it and I'm finally resuming it. (I'm still on the "Fear" issue from the summer of 2017.) No doubt I'll be reading it on the way to the shot place.


I've finished that enjoyable book about the California Gold Rush, and now I've started rereading Harper Lee's To Kill a Mockingbird for my book club.  It's full of funny details about small town life in the South, but a great novel?  I have a feeling it's just a near-great one that came along at the right time.


The first chapter mentions that a polite way of saying that someone doesn't work is to say "He buys cotton." If anyone asks what I do, I buy cotton!


Last Friday my historical movie watch party showed Sharpe's Rifles, with Sean Bean as the antihero British soldier fighting Napoleon.  I shared it from britbox.com and I was afraid something might go wrong, but it went smoothly.  This week it's Lawrence of Arabia!


Just found an online piece suggesting that what makes Shakespeare's Macbeth so creepy is its liberal use of the article "the"! Like in the lines "It was the owl that shrieked, the fatal bellman, Which gives the stern'st good-night." Or the lines "Look like the innocent flower, But be the serpent under it."


Can't wait to get out and see the Steven Spielberg remake of West Side Story...

Wednesday, December 15, 2021

THE AGE OF GOLD

The boy (seeing his pursuer Robert Mitchum on the horizon): "Don't he never sleep?"--The Night of the Hunter


Next month my History Meetup is discussing the California gold rush of 1849, so I'm now reading HW Brands' The Age of Gold:  The California Gold Rush and the New American Dream.  It's a hugely entertaining book.  The first chapter talks about California's state at this time (Mexico had just ceded it to the USA), then it's about the different ways people got to California--Panama, Cape Horn, overland--then how gold got mined, and the next section is about how the state of California got formed...


I've returned to the Bloor HotDocs for the first time since the pandemic started!  I saw documentaries about Kurt Vonnegut and The Beach Boys' Brian Wilson respectively. (Wilson was a musical genius, writing songs that look simple at first glance, but are more complex when you think about them.)


I also went to the Paradise for the first time since the Festival Cinemas age over 15 years ago, and saw Charles Laughton's The Night of the Hunter yet again.  It works on more than one level, both a film noir and a fairy tale. (Someone in The New York Review of Books suggested a subtext of sexual hysteria.) It occurred to me that the early shot of Robert Mitchum's first victim, showing her feet alone, is a (conscious?) reference to the witch under Dorothy's house in The Wizard of Oz! Great cinematography by Stanley Cortez.


We've been watching Stephen Frears' A Very English Scandal.  Hugh Grant is a very creepy Jeremy Thorpe, especially his smile! (I recall the real Thorpe as a dour, unsmiling sort.)


Yesterday was mild and I went for a walk through the Distillery district with Camille, whom I met on ourtime.com . (I got her OK to mention her here.) I saw some statues and a fancy pond I don't think I'd seen before, and I got hot chocolate with whipped cream. Camille, I had a good time!

Tuesday, November 23, 2021

DUNE

Last Thursday I saw Denis Villeneuve's movie of (the first half of) Frank Herbert's sci-fi classic Dune with my friend John P. at the Scotiabank in 3-D.  It's the first time I went to the movies since Little Women over 18 months ago, and  we were the only two people in the theatre!  It was pretty spellbinding, a worthy adaptation of an epic novel I've read twice.


On Friday my watch party showed Ron Howard's 1930s boxing movie Cinderella Man, which I'd never seen before.  Half an hour before the end, just before the climactic fight, there was some glitch in the Google Play software and I had to turn off my computer and start everything again!  When I finally got back to my Zoom group, I wanted to show the rest of the movie but I couldn't enable the share feature, so I had to see the rest by myself. (The role of hosted had defaulted to someone else, I later figured out, and she was the one who had to enable it for me.) We might have had a very interesting discussion after the movie's end...


Our next History Discussion Group topic is the Philippines, so I'm now reading Luis H. Francia's A History of the Philippines:  From Indios Bravos to Filipinos.  I noticed that the war the Americans fought against Filipino guerrillas around 1900 was the same time as the British counter-insurgency of the Boer War.  It also occurred to me that in recent years there have been parallels between the Philippines and Brazil:  both emerged from dictatorship in the mid-1980s, and both are now dealing with a government with fascist tendencies.


I started the second season of The Handmaid's Tale, but I don't think I'll continue with it.  It's just too disturbing for me... (Moira's watching Succession, but rich people don't really interest me.)


I don't think I've mentioned that I didn't get cast in that Anne of Green Gables show.  But I did have a good time doing the audition, and I wish I could find other shows to go out for!

Sunday, November 14, 2021

SUNSHINE SKETCHES quotes

I thought I'd post some quotes from Stephen Leacock's Sunshine Sketches of a Little Town, which I recently finished.


It was the right kind of document too.  It began--"Whereas in the bounty of providence the earth putteth forth her luscious fruits and her vineyards for the delight and enjoyment of mankind--" It made you thirsty just to read it.  Any man who read that petition over was wild to get to the Rats' Cooler.


It just shows the difference between people. There was Myra who treated lovers like dogs and would slap them across the face with a banana skin to show her utter independence. And there was Miss Cleghorn who was sallow, and who bought a forty-cent Ancient History to improve herself:  and yet if she'd hit any man in Mariposa with a banana skin, he'd have had her arrested for assault.


And a little further down they passed the Shingle Beach, and Dr. Gallagher, who knew Canadian history, said to Dean Drone that it was strange to think that Champlain had landed there with his French explorers three hundred years ago; and Dean Drone, who didn't know Canadian history, said it was stranger still to think that the hand of the Almighty had piled up the hills and rocks long before that; and Dr. Gallagher said it was wonderful how the French had found their way through such a pathless wilderness; and Dean Drone said that it was wonderful also to think that the Almighty had placed even the smallest shrub in its appointed place.  Dr. Gallagher said it filled him with admiration.  Dean Drone said it filled him with awe.  Dr. Gallagher said he'd been full of it since he was a boy and Dean Drone said so had he.


One couldn't translate it, he said.  It lost so much in the translation that it was better not to try.  It was far wiser not to attempt it.  If you undertook to translate it, there was something gone, something missing immediately.  I believe that many classical scholars feel this way, and like to read the Greek just as it is, without the hazard of trying to put it into so poor a medium as English.  So that when Dean Drone said that he simply couldn't translate it, I believe that he was perfectly sincere.


He took his dying oath--not his ordinary one as used in the Licence cases, but his dying one--that he had not carried a can of kerosene up the street, and that anyway it was the rottenest kind of kerosene he had even seen and no more use than so much molasses.  So that point was settled.


Anyway, [Judge] Pepperleigh had the aptitude for passing sentences so highly perfected that he spent his whole time at it inside of court and out.  I've heard him hand out sentences for the Sultan of Turkey and Mrs. Pankhurst and the Emperor of Germany that made one's blood run cold.  He would sit there on the piazza of a summer evening reading the paper, with dynamite sparks flying from his spectacles as he sentenced the Czar of Russia to ten years in the salt mines--and made it fifteen a few years afterwards.  Pepperleigh always read the foreign news--the news of things that he couldn't alter--as a form of wild and stimulating torment.


And I don't mean that she was in the least exceptional or romantic, because all the girls in Mariposa were just like that.  An Algerian corsair could have come into the town and had a dozen of them for the asking, and as for a wounded English officer--well, perhaps it's better not to talk about it outside or the little town would become a regular military hospital.


Suicide is a thing that ought not to be committed without very careful thought.  It often involves serious consequences, and in some cases brings pain to others than oneself....  I don't say that there is no justification for it.  There often is.  Anybody who has listened to certain kinds of music, or read certain kinds of poetry, or heard certain kinds of performances upon the concertina, will admit that there are some lives which ought not to be continued, and that even suicide has its brighter aspects.


Any man who would offer to take a bribe or sell his convictions for money, would be an object of scorn.  I don't say they wouldn't take money--they would, of course, why not?--but if they did they would take it in a straight fearless way and say nothing about it.  They might--it's only human--accept a job or a contract from the government, but if they did, rest assured it would be in a broad national spirit and not for the sake of the work itself.  No, sir.  Not for a minute.


Here and there you might see Edward Drone, the Independent candidate, wandering round from farm to farm in the dust of the political buggies.  To each of the farmers he explained that he pledged himself to give no bribes, to spend no money and to offer no jobs, and each one of them gripped him warmly by the hand and showed him the way to the next farm.

Sunday, October 31, 2021

Fall cleaning

"Odd that you never knew, in all these years, that the train was there every afternoon, puffing up steam in the city station, and that you might have boarded it any day and gone home.  No, not 'home'--of course you couldn't call it home now; 'home' means that big red sandstone house of yours in the costlier part of the city. 'Home' means, in a way, this Mausoleum Club where you sometimes talk with me of the times that you had as a boy in Mariposa"--Sunshine Sketches of a Little Town


We were cleaning house last week--why do it in the spring when you can do it in the autumn?  On Tuesday I got a new bed. (The first I heard of it was on waking up that morning!) My old bed got thrown out and I'm now sleeping on a futon bed from the attic.  John had to dismantle it to take it down here and put it back together.  I rather like futons!


On Thursday we aired out the house.  That meant opening the windows all afternoon in rather cool weather, and my room got so cold that I had to wear a sweater!  We also removed the wall-to-wall carpeting in the attic.


Thursday night my book club discussed Sunshine Sketches of a Little Town.  It had a certain appeal for me because I come from a small town myself.  In December we'll be discussing a book of children's stories by Oscar Wilde, including "The Happy Prince" and "The Selfish Giant."


Friday night my historical movie watch party showed John Huston's 1966 epic The Bible... In the Beginning.  I had trouble staying awake!  They should have skipped the first half and gone straight into Abraham's story.


Finished How the Scots Invented the Modern World.  It was so fascinating that I've been doing something I never usually do and writing notes, listing all these important people and what they achieved in different categories...


This evening our MPP Jill Andrew was at her constituency office around the corner from my house handing out Hallowe'en candy!


Just now I have an unusually big headache!

Monday, October 11, 2021

Auditioning

"You have seen him, perhaps, playing poker in Peter Glover's room over the hardware store and trying to look as if he didn't hold three aces--in fact, giving absolutely no sign of it beyond the wild flush in his face and the fact that his hair stands on end"--Sunshine Sketches of a Little Town


There's a new theatre group in my neighbourhood called the Hillcrest Village Community Players, who next year will be staging the musical Anne of Green Gables. (I saw the Charlottetown Festival seasonal production four times when I was young.) A week ago I auditioned for them, singing the Donkey Serenade and reciting "The Hill" from Edgar Lee Masters' Spoon River Anthology, only I did it translated into Scottish dialect as "Th' Brae"!  I also did an audition for the dance chorus, and part of the routine we were learning was skipping.  That skipping took me right back to watching the show in Charlottetown...


I went through the Scots poem again and again, first getting all the lines learned and then working on the feeling.  I even recited in front of a mirror!  When I was practicing my singing, I also brought out the old songs I learned when I was taking lessons from Giuseppe Macina.  I still like Schubert's "Wohin?" (where to?) about following a little brook.  At the time I had to sing it in a lower key, but now I've raised my range to two octaves and can do the original!


I did my singing audition a cappella, and for my first try the director gave me a starting note a lot higher than the score to test the upper limit of my range! (Cute trick.) But second time she gave me the right note.  I think I did pretty well.  


The callback is on Thursday, so I had to reschedule my History Meetup a day earlier, on Wednesday.  I have hopes for the role of Matthew, but I'm up for anything! (I doubt they'll be casting me as Gilbert, of course...)


Tonight we started watching the series The Handmaid's Tale on Crave TV.  It's pretty disturbing, all right.  The musical score got a bit too off-putting for me.